tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post6163834878039148843..comments2023-06-02T10:25:15.155+01:00Comments on Hog Blog: Doc Day!nicolahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05379938840593946061noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post-87557243502838930712008-02-05T16:25:00.000+00:002008-02-05T16:25:00.000+00:00Bloody Blogger lost my comment, which I spent ages...Bloody Blogger lost my comment, which I spent ages writing!!<BR/><BR/>I'll try again later when I'm less pissed off at it (and can remember what I wrote!)<BR/><BR/>Just know we're all here for you Nic. *hugs*Robbiegirlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06528997485488258141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post-64072739129718322872008-02-05T15:02:00.000+00:002008-02-05T15:02:00.000+00:00I know what you mean about wanting the world to st...I know what you mean about wanting the world to stop for a minute. That's exactly how I felt when I was at my worst.<BR/><BR/>I just wanted to sleep and not dream so I wouldn't have to think or feel anything.<BR/><BR/>And as for ending it, I wasn't concerned about upsetting everyone. I genuinely believed that everyone would be better off without me. I'd have been doing them a favour - no cowardice involved there.<BR/><BR/>That said, I think there's a big difference between not wanting to live, and wanting to kill yourself. Hopefully it's a line you'll never cross.Robbiegirlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06528997485488258141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post-78766290400811260072008-01-24T21:21:00.000+00:002008-01-24T21:21:00.000+00:00Living with depression is a constant battle, some ...Living with depression is a constant battle, some days you prevail, other days it gets on top of you. You may think you are losing but you are still here and still fighting and that means you are strong and you can beat it. It will always be there but what matters is that you have beaten it before and you will beat it again. Never feel guilty about feeling bad. Everyone has bad days, you are doing the right things keeping busy and getting out and meeting people and joining activities. Living life to the fullest is the best medicine. I know this all sounds so hackneyed but it is true. You have been doing so well. We all believe in you and wish you strength and happiness.Janinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09796154151854255635noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post-19194504808543182902008-01-23T09:16:00.000+00:002008-01-23T09:16:00.000+00:00I can't imagine what you are going through. I've ...I can't imagine what you are going through. I've been shook up and worried since reading your blog two days ago. I wish I could think of some words of wisdom, but alas, I can't. Hope you start feeling better soon. You are a beautiful person, hugs, hugs and more hugs.oldcrow61https://www.blogger.com/profile/08037896874383359258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23679126.post-53792645595027450812008-01-21T21:18:00.000+00:002008-01-21T21:18:00.000+00:00I am so sorry you feel that way. You seem like a ...I am so sorry you feel that way. You seem like a very kindly person, bright and loving. I dont understand the bad feelings that make you want to die. Is it lack of energy to do all you feel you need to do? Do you feel you have let people down? Is it something else? You always are out and about and it seems that people like you. Phill seems to keep you around. Why is it you want to die? Some people just hang on forever. I think Susan Sontag was like that. I saw an exhibit of Henry Mancini, 19th century Italian painter, recently and was struck by a quote from him. I cant remember the exact wording but the gist of it was -- I know we all must get old and die, but how sorrowful to have to give up painting.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com