Thursday

Well I got up, showered, smoked, tried to eat, smoked some more. Had to goto work, didnt want to, didnt feel like being nice to anyone, managed not to be nice to many. Came home early, tried to do something normal like take some photos, but the camera has a fault, it has an error come up and have to switch it off, after the 4th time, I gave up, camera will now go in box and be put under the bed.

However I have found a new friend. It doesnt ask for anything, is always there, talks to you no matter what, never lets you down or make promises it can not keep. Doesnt feel you with a wasteful sense of joy or hope. Doesnt care if you sit there and cry. Its just there. You can sit and go into a zombie like state, it really doesnt care and wont judge you either. My new friend? The television..