18 January 2007

well...

I was with the doctor 40 mins, he was running an hour late, but I dont mind as my doctor will give you all the time you need. Im not going to go into too much detail, as I still am unsure what is wrong. He said that it isnt pre-menopause and it isnt a side affect of the tablets, he did some other stuff at the time, but still no further on. Enough to say that it wont be my last trip to the docs, which reminds me I need to ring them and make another appointment. I wish I could fast forward a week so I would know a bit more. Im quietly worrying, but trying to remain positive, until I know what it is....

Anyway, lets try and fill my head with other stuff instead! If you do want to know then I dont mind telling you, you know how to get hold of me...

Other news...blimey its windy again, everything seems to be still in tact at the moment! Its Thursday so nearly Friday. OK im not good at small talk this morning, pity as I have a day ahead of small talk. Best try and get work head on, bit like aunt sally!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

This i guess will be playing straight into your hands. It's about time you stopped with the self pity and got on with your life. We cant stop you writing about your soap opera life but you can leave us out of it. You put yourself out there so deal with it. I have had enuff of mum being upset with the calls from you so it's got to stop. If you want to call them and sort stuff out thats your call but stop guilt tripping mum, things are hard enuff for all of us without a rogue sister pulling her heart strings, but what you really need to know is that you have been replaced by our partners and by the thing you called it, my daughter, Estra. Shes the one thing that makes mum forget about you, the light of her life. So rant all you want about your crappy lot, you made it so lay in it. And anyone else in her lil brood reading this and thinking poor nicola thats just what she wants, sympathy, just ask her why she could'nt turn up for her own nans funeral and when her mum did have the cancer why she only stayed for 20 mins, tell ya what i'll answer it for her and play str8 into all of your hands selfish little girl who got everything she ever wanted and thru it back in everyones face. stay out of our lives and keep lookin after your hedgehogs, you might aswell do something good with your life. 14 years and silence broken here's to the next 14 years oops i meant lifetime.

nicola said...

Ha ha, brother dear, how nice to hear from you. Oh but if you want to have this out then please do phone me or come down and see me, so we can get the shit that you have just spouted sorted out. I will not be bullied by you or anyone else for that matter.

Anna said...

Thanks anonymous, you've made everything much clearer.

With family members as full of poison and hate as you, who needs enemies, right?

Hope everything's good with your girl bits Nic.

birgit said...

Nic, forget him. You are better off without an anonymous brother who is so full of crap and hate and who can't talk to you in person but has to use your personal blog to lash out!!? How awful and childish.

p.s.: tell us more about the much more interesting person... the policeman!!

Boo said...

So full of poison and such a coward not to sign his name. Take no notice. We know and love you. HUGS.