Ok time to get my head out of my arse..Ive just realised for the past month or so I have been incredibly selfish just worrying about how I am feeling and what I am going through..Was apparent to me tonight that I havnt asked how others are feeling or what they are going through..not in a bad way I hasten to add, but its certainly made me think....I am so sorry. From now on I will stop moaning about everything and anything ME and concentrate more on others. Apart from here of course, this will be my moan place only..

Christ I cant believe how I have been.....